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[ All of the tension completely soaks out of her when he curls up against her. She's very, very relieved, and she pulls him in easily enough, resting the side of her head against the top of his. ]
You know - I know how that feels? [ She says quietly. ] It kinda hurts after a while, right? Makes your chest all tight, it's hard to breathe. So it's better you let it out.
[ Sniff. ] I can take it. So can the rest of them.
[ She squeezes him gently against her side. It's surprising to her how easy it is to just let him in. It kind of makes her distantly amused to think what the rest of the Nein would say if they could see her right now. ]
Yeah, I had my reasons, but you're right, I'm a grown-ass woman and I should behave myself. Not stoop to his level. [ She sighs. ] So I'm sorry. Really.
When has anyone ever apologized to him? He's so used to things being his fault, to being the one expected to apologize and constantly atone, that for someone to insist he was in the right and offer him an apology, and such a sincere, emotional one at that...
For a long moment he just stays tucked against her side. It's probably best she can't see his face in this position, because he's trying not to cry. ]
... I'm made of tougher stuff than that, remember? [ there's a smile in his voice. ] It'll take more than some stupid floor to beat me. So ... so ...
[ It's scary, she's realizing, how much this kid is like her. It's scary to know she has no idea what to do with that. But she tries. ]
You're welcome, Issac. [ She says, genuinely. She struggles, for a long moment, trying to figure out what else to say. For right now, she doesn't think there's anything to say, so she stays quiet.
But she won't let go of him. As far as she's concerned, he can stay next to her as long as he wants. Maybe she can help with the nightmares. Who knows. ]
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You know - I know how that feels? [ She says quietly. ] It kinda hurts after a while, right? Makes your chest all tight, it's hard to breathe. So it's better you let it out.
[ Sniff. ] I can take it. So can the rest of them.
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What a strange and wonderful thing.
He wants to look up at her when she says that, but can't, with the way their heads are positioned. Instead he just ... swallows, hard. ]
... y-yeah. Sometimes it's like ... I can't breathe around it. It's all I can think about, for weeks.
[ .... ]
I know he was provoking you, Beau. It's ... it's okay. I get why you were mad.
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Yeah, I had my reasons, but you're right, I'm a grown-ass woman and I should behave myself. Not stoop to his level. [ She sighs. ] So I'm sorry. Really.
Especially because your arm got hurt.
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When has anyone ever apologized to him? He's so used to things being his fault, to being the one expected to apologize and constantly atone, that for someone to insist he was in the right and offer him an apology, and such a sincere, emotional one at that...
For a long moment he just stays tucked against her side. It's probably best she can't see his face in this position, because he's trying not to cry. ]
... I'm made of tougher stuff than that, remember? [ there's a smile in his voice. ] It'll take more than some stupid floor to beat me. So ... so ...
[ .... much more quietly ]
Thanks, Beau.
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You're welcome, Issac. [ She says, genuinely. She struggles, for a long moment, trying to figure out what else to say. For right now, she doesn't think there's anything to say, so she stays quiet.
But she won't let go of him. As far as she's concerned, he can stay next to her as long as he wants. Maybe she can help with the nightmares. Who knows. ]
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If she thinks to check up on him after a couple of minutes, she may realize he's actually dozed off. ]
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She kind of wishes she could feel him cuddled up against her side. But it's okay. She'll survive - she usually does. ]